..patience is like bread i say, i ran out of that yesterday...

"..i think fear keeps people in mundane lives. Fear of freedom, fear of loneliness. It's a powerful opium.
Once i walked through that door i couldn't stop walking, and i've been on the road, wandering around the world ever since - around fifteen years, often lonely, sometimes afraid, always free.
When I get bored with a country I move on and start again somewhere new usually roaming until I fall in love with another woman and 'settle down' again. I believe it's a natural way of living for a man. And it's always possible to earn a living; scuba diver in Thailand, fruit picker in Oz, project manager in Hong Kong, private detective in China, site manager in Dubai. I like being a foreigner, it feels good.
There's no going back for people like me - to a previous country or place of birth. I tried it once and it felt like reading a book for the second time."







Charlie: Hey, how was the first
part for you, Marce, hmm?
You never said.


Marcie:
Well, what do you want
me to say, Charlie?


The first part with you was great.

It's the last part
that ended in disaster.


Charlie: Yeah, yeah, but it
doesn't have to, you know?

Because we could keep going, right?

You know, we... we turn the last part
into the middle part.

Marcie:
And what happens when we
get to the next shitty part?


Charlie:
There doesn't have to be a shitty part.

Marcie:
Baby...
there's always a shitty part with us.


Californication, season 3 episode 11




Some folks got a light around them, that shine for other peoples. I think maybe some of them were in tunnels, & in that tunnel maybe the only light they had was inside of them. And then even long after they escaped that tunnel ... They still be shining for everybody else.


Precious: Based on the Novel Push by Sapphire (2009)